Last night on my run, a biker sped past me on his beach cruiser. He was SO talented, that he could text
with both hands while riding. He also didn't need to watch the trail we were on because it was flat and straight...now that's talent...lol. Part of me wanted to push him over to see if he'd save his phone before saving himself.
I've had a lot of random thoughts lately. I asked myself this morning
why do I get anxiety when I'm putting groceries into my trunk while someone is waiting in their car for my parking spot?? It actually makes me have angry thoughts like, "Does she expect me to hurry now that we have made eye contact and I know she wants my spot?" or "How
can I hurry-I have an almost 2 year old and a new babe I'm trying to get buckled in??" Now I wonder, do I give other people anxiety when I wait for their spot? (Sometimes I purposefully take my time putting things away just to see if she'll move on..lol)
Maren is really sensitive and really sweet! Sometimes she's playing with Lauren and I'll say something like, "Oooh! Remember to be soft, we don't want to hurt her." Then she'll get her pouty lip out and between sobs say, "Sorry mommy, sorry." Who taught her that?!
I really want to be active with my kids. I want them to see me running, or playing soccer, but not just see me after the fact, I want them to see me DO it, so they know what it's like. I think about TEAM HOYT, where the father pushes his disabled son in races, and wonder what type of incredible\unique relationship they must have because they share that. But right now I'm just trying to find a minute to put my running shoes on and exercise.
My husband really likes to work in the yard. He grew up doing so, and now he LOVES it. He finds great fulfillment in watching things grow, and bettering the area he lives in-in fact he thrives to find projects to do that involve improving anything. I did not grow up working in the yard, and would much rather play than work. (Maybe this is why I am not in charge of earning our income:)
I really miss family. I don't know if it's the summer months that create opportunities for family to get together more frequently or what, but it's time to go back to Utah. We'll go back next month but I fear it won't satiate my thirst of seeing family. Living away from family has caused Andy and I to become better best friends though-realizing we only have each other and that he comes 1st for me and I come 1st for him. (That's a wonderful thought.)
Anyways, life goes on. One last random thought, but more of a suggestion. If you need a good laugh today, google Brian Regan\You tube and you can't fail.
Happy Tuesday!